"Do I?"

by Lenee

Written 5/17/98


I have so many questions,
So many doubts and fears.
Do I let them consume me?

I'm hesitant of the future,
And troubled with the past.
Do I let this scare me?

I'm unsure of myself,
And how strong I really am.
Do I show my insecurities?

I have a lot of knowledge,
So many dreams and plans.
Do I follow them?

I'm excited about the future,
And want to make the past the past.
Do I make that happen?

I know that I love,
And want to be loved.
Do I allow it?

Unsure of many things,
Yet so sure of others.
Do I...Do I?